With my warped sense of logic I am assuming that I will not slip into unconsciousness if I stay awake (because it seems that every time I fall asleep I wake up with a syringe in my leg theres also the fact that now I have to get woken up every three hours to have special biscuits) so here I am it's now 1:30am and I am freezing my ass off because I want to get back to school even if it means never sleeping again. So now I am watching re-runs of "Married with Children" I haven't seen this show since I was ten... If I was a blonde/Irish/Lesiban I'd be fairly offended luckily I'm a politically incorrrect brunette.

Today I got a letter in the mail....oooh exciting, well it really pissed me off, well someone has contacted the 'yellow ribbon' suicide prevention society and has told them that I seem suicidal. So they sent me an information pack. Now I'm not against help for those who need it... but I am not suicidal, but I would like to find out who suggested that I was suicidal. It was someone I know because it was sent to my home address... but I guess it wa kind of reassuring to know if I was suicidal WHICH I'M NOT someone does care awww.

Ok I have changed the site back to normal because the server hosting my images crashed and won't show anything now. I also got a talkbox it's pretty cool like a baby graffiti wall so if you want to write in it please do so, but only short messages leave the long messages for the message board because the talkbox empties daily... almost

I would kill for a coffee right now