The final of 'Big Brother' was on tonight, a guy of a Fijian background won, which is good because I am half Fijian, which is good because people need to know that Fijian men don't always start military coups, and frankly he is one of the few examples I know of, of a fine gentlemanly Fijian Man. So yeah I just wanted to say that.

I am back at home for a few days, I am in a Shit of a mood I have been for two weeks now but now it's at boiling point, I want to crawl into a hole and sleep until it's all over, but i don't even know what 'it' is but I want it to be over because it is fucking annoying, and boring and lonely and miserable and incredibly content with all the above.

I think i'm going to start on the sleeping...