Nobody in my family has died yet, and I actually have things to do and goals to accomplish, so I kinda have this funny feeling, I think they call it, a purpose.

I haven't been writing alot about my life really and I think I should give you an update.

I'm moving into my own place, well actually I'm planning on moving into 'Evil's' flat when he vacates, he offered it to me and I thought, well I can sacrifice some awkward feelings in order to save on bond money and he does actually have a pretty good location and very cheap rent.

I realised I don't 'like' 'Evil' in that way, I'm just in a place where I wanted to be in love and loved and was placing affection on someone who is a dear friend because I could, and also he is hot, so in conclusion I don't love him I just am in love with the idea of being in love.

I will be a student in 2005, what sort of student, well um err actually a make-up student, I am studing to become a make-up artist, I have no idea why, but this school I'm going to is going to be kickarse and I want to do all that special effects shit.

and also I don't want to use my brain just yet.

I'm tired, and I'm going to Sydney to take 'Evil' out for his birthday because that's what kickarse friends do and I am in fact actually a kickarse friend.

I better go to bed I have an early start in the morning